HEARTBEAT : ® LISA ®

The truth is, I miss you. Badly :'/

Just want let you know...

1) I want to be next to you, be able to hug you, share everything with you, spend my time with you and be happy with you.

2) I wish I could just stop waiting and hoping for something that I know will never happen.

3) Dear Someone, I just want a text message from you, right now.

4) Whenever I remember your smile, I smile.

5) I'm hoping that you'll still be mine and I'll still be yours, forever.

6) I think a lot, I hide my feelings a lot, I don't say much but when I say I love you, I'm serious.

7) It's crazy how 1 text, 1 song, 1 mistake, 1 lie, 1 word, 1 truth, and 1 person could change your mood in 1 second.

8) I'm really good at hiding my feelings, smiling when I'm dying inside.

9) Moving on from someone I have strong feelings for, is the hardest thing to do.

10) I wish my feelings had a delete button.

11) I still care about you, no matter how many times I say I don't, deep inside, I always will.

12) Sometimes when I say “I'm fine,” I want someone to look me in the eyes and say, “Tell me the truth.”

13) I really just want to go back to the way things used to be between us.

14) Feels like everything changed, everything is different now, especially you changed.

15) It's crazy how much I miss and think of you at night.

16) Loving you is hard to regret, losing you is hard to accept, letting you go is the most painful and moving on is the hardest.

17) No one can understand how hard and how it feels like to be me.

18) Everyday I think of you, I think of us, I think of how much I miss you here.

19) I still love you, that's all I can feel, I still miss you, that's all I can say.

20) If I get jealous, that shows I care about you.

21) Some days, I just wish you were here.

22) Dear Someone, I will never forget our memories, you gave me so much to remember.

23) Dear Someone, I'm in love with you, yes You.

24) Sometimes, I tweet about you on Twitter to express how I really feel about you.

25) I wish I could read your mind just for one day.

26) I don't know but I just really, really, really, miss you.

27) I keep hoping, I keep waiting for you, how stupid of me.

28) I still think about you everyday, dear someone out there.

29) I just need you here, to be with me, to make me feel okay, to make me happy.

30) Every night before going to sleep, I wish I could hear your voice telling me "good night." Like always.

31) I wish moving on was easy.

32) I'm sorry but sometimes I just get a little bit jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I ever could.

33) I still care and think about you, I still stalk your profile, I still tweet about you, I still love you but you just don't know.

Dear Aniq Amizan, I miss how we used to be. I can't live without you. Setiap kali aku nak lupakan kau, susah sngat. Berat kepala ni. Rasa nak hentak'2 je kepala kat dinding. Aku rindu kau, sumpah. Rindu kau, kita dan semua kenangan kita. Kau tak rindu aku ke? Okay, tak kan? Hm, sokay. Aku sayang kau lagi, lagi dan lagi. Tahu tak? Aku dah cuba nak move on. Tapi aku tak boleh. And the worst part is, aku tak hbes'2 and tak boleh berenti sebut nama kau. Aku rindu kau Aniq Amizan, rindu teramat. Mang selalu contact lepas kita break, tapi tapi tapi tapi it's dirrerent. We not more ________ longer. We are JUST friend. I miss all our conversation, you've left me without any reason. Just because of him you leave me? Are you try to kidding me? Everyday I'll rain. Me still love you and always. Hari'2 lisa stalk aniq tahu tak? Lisa tengok ade someone yang selalu like status aniq kat fb. Sape dia aniq? Why so obvious? You can see me smile but I'm dying inside aniq. I really in needy. People keep talking, but what I can do just shut up. They trying to explore, they can see we are nothing. Yeahhh, people keep talking. And they said the truth, we are nothing. And I can't denied it. Down. But, I my heart still denied it. Because I don't wanna lose you. I'm trying think outside of box. I can't! Dengan masalah kita yang macamtu, dan hanya kerana itu, aniq senang jee lepaskan lisa? Macamtu je? Sampainya hati aniq. Lisa sajee public kan relationship kita kat fb. Nak tahu kenapa? Sbb lisa tanak orang lain mula tahu then ada yang try nak mintak cp dengan lisa. Lisa tanak aniq. TAKNAK! Lisa nak aniq sorang je :'/ Lisa tengok aniq macam dah move on. Yeke aniq? Yeke yeke yeke :O Hm, tak sngka cepat macamtu je kan. Tak sangka semudah tu je. I can't move on. You're my strength. You're my strength to forget arwah. Why you've leave me? Alone. I'm a loner. Me still love you and always. You're the best thing that happens to me. Sincerely, nurlisa :')